[Verse 1]
When I die drop these bees into my casket
Never should have had me gave me my life but life's been a bastard
Born into this world full of hate what I mastered
Could have steered the world but you fucked around and crashed it
Pops tore us up left us devastated
Now I contemplate death my own blood gets premeditated
Turned me fully evil whole family nearly decimated
My pain turns to your pain make it blood rain
Last name fuck it no name carry such shame
Can't believe I came from a man having no claim
Legacy none wasn't ready for a son
I was raised by my mom other half was a gun

[Chorus]
Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him
Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action
Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out
I said fuck no death got me going out
So now I cry as I scribe this
Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this
What I didn't have helped ignite this
No longer can I hide this no longer can I fight this

[Verse 2]
All I ever needed was in front of me
What I didn't have turned unbreakable my name ringing thundering
Would I enter earth knowing dad became a son to me
Y'all consider death if you think that you can front on
Don't you ever think that you can fuck with me
What I didn't have turned unbreakable you can never fuck with me
[Interlude 1]
Do you resent that? To a great extent no doubt about it I hate him
Know what I mean? I hate him because
I think about what I could have been you know and um
I can't dig that man running out on your kids you know
You know father thing man but um that's just heavy to me now

[Verse 3]
Brother only one im just stacies oldest son
And im half my father's age but he ain't done the half I've done
Fought throughout this world full of rage that I crafted
Karmic debt had slaughtered me no choice I was adapted
Pops tore us up left us devastated
Now I contemplate life my own bloods getting violated
Son not the sequel superceded what he demonstrated
Studied his mistakes so im sworn not to replicate it
Desperation really brought the best of me
Turned out with less became more
Scratched to form the rawest recipe
I'ma die a legend leave my music thats my legacy
You will die alone in the home that you sacrificed my life to get to see

[Interlude 2]
That's just heavy to me now you know, that's just heavy
Would it have made a difference do you think?
[Chorus]
Seen his whole life speed by been surpassed him
Deep regret his eyes know he never took the action
Sold me out through his error tried to roll me out
I said fuck no death got me going out
So now I cry as I scribe this
Became a man without you it's been really hard to write this
What I didn't have helped ignite this
No longer can I hide this no longer can I fight this

[Outro]
Yeah because um
I wouldn't had to go to the street to find the street people you know
To find um you know people in the street you know