[Verse 1]
Don't know if I should stop talking to you
When you're over, I'm lying on a bed of eggshells
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
In the morning, I wanna be alone with myself

[Pre-Chorus]
So I'm not gonna call you when I cry
I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine
I'm not gonna stay up all night
I'm not gonna hold you tight
I'm not gonna hang on by a thread
I'm not gonna keep you fed
I'm not gonna sleep in your bed
I'm not gonna give you space

[Chorus]
I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl
Keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl
[Verse 2]
I don't really know if I even like you
But I'm stuck in a pattern and I just can't get out of it
And maybe I'm just being lazy
But, baby, I want you still, I'm not proud of it

[Pre-Chorus]
So I'm not gonna call you when I cry
I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine
I'm not gonna stay up all night
I'm not gonna hold you tight
I'm not gonna hang on by a thread
I'm not gonna keep you fed
I'm not gonna sleep in your bed
I'm not gonna give you space

[Chorus]
I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl
Keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl
[Bridge]
Keep waking up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you

[Chorus]
I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl