I was in tha club and i was off too many drugs
Mixing xannies with tha alcohol n shrooms
N pecorcets
Then some shawty said she love me while she's clearly out her head
You don’t, girl you do not know me you're blacked out as fucked i said
I love drugs
But you know that
I'm so fucked up in my head
I can’t go back
My whole life's a fucking mess
Now i'm so sad
Now i'm so sad
What the fuck
What the fuck
Why'm i even trying

I was faded at the party
Don't know what you sayin
All i knows i want you on me
I'm so sick of waiting
Pop another bottle
Drowning in my drink
I keep on sippin till i can't fucking think
Oh well
Thas just how it goes
This world’s hell
I would fucking know
All by myself
It’s a lonely road
Ugh
I feel like a ghost
Ya
My existence been spent faded
I'm still dreaming i can’t take this
I can can feel my flesh decaying
Oh my god i fucking hate it
Ugh
I'm sick and tired
Ugh
I'm sick and tired