[VERSE 1]

Eyes red, shirt collar soaked up in tears
My first charge and these n***as done hit me with 15 years
Gang bangers, killers, sex offenders is all in here
I'm only 18 these closed walls got me stressing
My life already over it's marked forever on my record
I get out, job applications all gone get rejected
I close my eyes and see my mama cry when i got arrested
The court denied my only appeal thats what i fucking
Expected
Three n***as jumped me the guards looking like it's nothing
And by the time they broke it up i had a fucking concussion
I gotta be a criminal to make it here or i'll die
So how im gone learn my lesson when i have to fight to survive
Real talk when they turn the lights off i cry
This n***a tryna rape me i ain't take a shower in three weeks
I done lost weight n***a, i done lost the will to eat
It hurts to hear my mommas voice when she visits me


[VERSE 2]


When i sleep and dream it's nothing but black clouds and shit
I seen this rich n***a get off and he done raped a bitch
The court system done made me a prisoner in my own head
And some times for 24 hours i just sit in my bed
Im on the edge i'd probably be better off if i was dead
The only thing that keeps me alive is to prove the world wrong
Ain't heard from the n***as i called friends in so long
I sit and wonder who on the outside is thinking bout me
And if they heard i died today would they fucking miss me?
I feel my heart beat, besides that the shit is empty
I swear the mins feel like hours, the hours like days, the days are like a month
And i can't even stunt i done contemplating shooting up
I see my momma through the glass but that ain't enough
The last human touch i got was when i punched a n***a
These metal bars make you wanna bust a n***a, kill a n***a for real