Yeah sorry I'm just basic
Telling me on how I should improve and try to embrace it
But I'm telling you I'm not the one to try and race it
Not gonna throw my past away just to try to erase it
Basically I'm just saying I'm not the guy to crawl up and act strong
But I know sometimes i show up when I get it all wrong
Days will get harder and the night starts to feel too long
Guess that's the reason i started to write this entire song

Oh god
Is this the cycle that my life will get stuck into
Really hoping one day I wake up and see it through
But this is real life that we are talking about
You won't be able to toss and turn or scream and shout
In your head, But maybе this is better than being dеad
I take that back cause all i'm seeing is black and red
Emotions that I keep are starting to get louder
One day they will blow out in fear and then surround ya

I'm suffocating and I can't breathe in this space
I'm in the dark, inside of my lonely place
I need a way out, a helping hand
But nobody understands, they don't comprehend
That I'm falling inside of the feeling of sorrow
And I can't escape, like there's no such thing as tomorrow
I am lost in the darkness, in my own mind
I'm a prisoner, behind bars, leave it behind
Feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
And I can't escape this pain but I know that it grows older
And my heart's feeling heavy and my mind is such a mess
All I see is the darkness, and I'm feeling so depressed
But I put on a happy face, it's so hard to fake
Do not fall for my smile, because my soul is at stake
The tears fall like rain, but I cannot contain
This is hurting deep inside and it's driving me insane

From the black, white and red I don't wanna end up dead
And become another casualty, inside the faculty
It crosses my mind and it crosses the line
And I say that I'm fine but they're talking to my empathy!
We know that life is so hard to swallow
But there's always something that we cannot borrow
My heart and my soul it feels so hollow
I'll see you tomorrow but
Let me drown In my sorrow

You turn it down but don't know
How he's feeling but I guess tho
If it's not your problem don't throw
All of your life issues that don't go
Now I'm not saying to call it quits (call it quits)
But I guess that's just a part of it (part of it)
But I guess that's just a part of it
Yeah I hate this life I feel so shit