[Intro]
Girl how will I love you
I can't love myself?
Each day I wake up wishing
I was someone else
Girl how will I love you
I can't love myself?
Each day I wake up wishing
I was someone else

[Verse 1]
Every day I wake up
In the fear of dying
Every day I get up
And start Writing and trying
But one day I know
It will all come to an end
Thought of my whole
Family upset and crying

It makes me feel depressed
My heart ripping out my chest
Wish I can erase my thoughts
Just within a button press

But I’m stuck with my mind
Floating down the abyss
I will not leave until I
Release “Our Last Kiss”
[Chorus]
If I Die Tonight
No need for the blurry sights
Just continue on my legacy
And push into the fight
If I Die Tonight
There’s no need for you to cry
Just remember my name when
You look up into the night sky

[Verse 2]
I just wanna scream
And make some conversation
But my ASD is killing me
Keep in containment
Keeping me sealed up
Feel Like I can’t speak
If this gets tighter
I’ll feel like I can’t breathe

If I am not here
Please don’t ever feel sorry
Just take my inspiration
And make your own story
And If my silent soul ever
Leaves my body
Then god please take me
To a place of safety
[Chorus]
If I Die Tonight
No need for the blurry sights
Just continue on my legacy
And push into the fight
If I Die Tonight
There’s no need for you to cry
Just remember my name when
You look up into the night sky