I know you're listening to me but thank you for the visit
Giving me a chance of greatness but I know I’ll miss it
But I've been thinking maybe I should end this and to quit this
Make this my last album let it go and let it sit in
But I know if I do that I'll just hop back on it
Making songs of all my demons then making a profit
But I all keep writing these songs containing all of my faults
So fans listening know I’m pour my heart into these songs

But now I can feel it coming, I'm sensing all it's presents
I get reminded of this feeling every other second
It's like a growing feeling, a taking over sensation
But what do you expect when you try to exceed expectations
Now the storm is growing colder
Arms resting on the shoulder
My thoughts are getting bolder
I know I'm growing older
My beats now getting deeper
My ankles started shaking
My heart is getting weaker
My vocals bout to break it

The bells are ringing? they're ringing for me?
Ready for a surprise? You'll have to see
Oh how exciting, what's it gonna be?
An real introduction to the real me
Time to get messy, pull up the sleeves
And if feel a little queasy? Then you’ll have to leave
Cross your heart and you’ll hope to bleed
Cause that's what I do for the air I breathe
They kept on saying I will be a no name
Till I came in, walk into the mainframe
And I beat the game like I own the game
And the sirens who speaks never seen again
I remember the times when they shake me till I’m broken
The bullying back then was just the tip of all my problems
I am labelled as a victim
But society said I had to be a man
So I shut my mouth till the crimson stains
Till I had a breakdown all over again
For three whole years I had no sleep
A real nightmare, Get me out this dream
I was depressed and I hide it down deep
Then I play some songs, that's what I need
I was in my own therapy session
With rappers I love in the lesson
The words built me like a resurrection
Don't feel sad when I catch rejection
Now I am a product of the monsters that I live with
As fire to the passion when they say I should give In

Love myself? No I hate myself
I remember the time I tried to break myself
Running so damn low on my mental health
Slip the headphones and I'll lose myself
As the days go by, in the inside I’m dying
Look into a mirror and lip syncing
Now I got fans for when I'm sampling
Got ASD, yea let that sink in
The haters trynna test me
Poking me till they wreck me
They tell me that I'm sketchy
My lyrics, they get heavy
I'm a self loathing believer
An underdog, achiever!
If you do not like me, then see ya
And no I wouldn't wanna be ya!
Stop! Wait...Let me take a breather
I'm sorry you had to hear that but that's my darkest creature
But if I keep it secret than it will claw down even deeper
Then it'll be too late for me to seal with the dealer
Time is a tool and it's the greatest story teller
I'll take advantage of it I will be the best seller
Not scared of death at all, no, I'll be here when I'm gone
That's why I put my everything into all of my songs

With a baby in the crib, role model for my kids
Show them just to be yourself because that is what I did
I don't know what she's thinking, No, I'm not omnipresent
But my girl means everything to me and there's no time like the present
Until it's gone, no one appreciates what they got
But no one will notice until the world comes to a stop
Everyone around is trynna race against the clock
Hope you got the stamina cause it will never…Stop!