[Intro]
(Miguel)

[Verse: MBNel]
I ain't been the same in a minute, lost my dawg, it broke my heart
You was there in the beginning, always rooted from the start
I got, open wounds I love to burn wit' alcohol
I'm addicted to the pain the way I'm pickin' at these scars
Like, everything I started is startin' to fall apart
To top it off, I got homies that's sittin' behind them bars
I just, had a tour, it don't feel the same without y'all
It's kinda hard to deal with fame, always tryna cover the flaws
I just spent five figures on some girls and some cars
On top of that, splittin' for lawyers and payin' for some they bonds
Brodie was my dawg, I'm so mad he broke that bond
I thought the chains would bring us closer, the opposite what I thought
Blacc really a legend, I'm so mad that you gone
Roy you still my dawg, I don't blame you for not tryna talk
Cam, I miss you dawg, all the photos I damn near lost
Cholo was a boss, these dudes was nothin' like you at all
Why you speakin' on my name like I ain't put you on at all?
I'm not into countin' favors, just pick the phone when I call
Aye, Squeeze took twenty years, I'ma always answer your calls
Buddha know just how I rock, even though we just barely talk
Ayy, I'm just tryna turn my dreams into reality
Never spoke down on yo behalf, but you still mad at me
These diamonds on me dancin', you still mad at me
My mama called my phone and said, she ain't get a chance to say she proud of me
Ayy, Glo know how I'm rockin'
Tell BoiBoi turn it up, I promise they gon' hear you, just keep on droppin'
My daughter damn near four, Cam's daughter not even a toddler
Qioa just call my phone, if Cholo kids need sum, I got 'em
Ayy, Patek on my wrist, I even bought a crib
Business on the way, I'm just workin' up on the settlement
I been takin' trips headed to Europe, just me and my bitch
What's the point in ballin' if I'm all alone makin' the swish
Lookin' at my phone, hopin' my Granny just makin' it ring
I know bandz gon' go, just call my phone if you need anything
Treat Mama Mandy just like my mama 'cause brodie my twin
Tryna get right with my lil' brother, we fightin' again
Ayy, I'm gettin' new money like I'm Zeak 'n nem
JT my lil brudda, 'member days when you lived in my crib
I'm tryna leave a mark in my city, fuck just livin' in it
I'm thankful for my losses, that's the reason I started to win
I'm too big for a response, cap ass rumors ain't gettin' to me
I get back to my city, got the mayor right here textin' me
Ayy, six figure deposits on the way to me
I'm just tryna turn this eight to an Infinity