if I could I would

I'm standing at the sink

Stare into my sleepless eyes

Wonder what you'd think if you saw me tonight

I can't really decide if I wanna look fragile or hot

Whatever's gonna get your attention

Dark obsession of ribs I count

New perfection ideal in mind

I'm so desperate to be your kind

Where's your empathy?

If I could, I would

Think I wouldn't be over you

If I could, I would

My broken heart is relentless

If I could, I would

Think I wouldn't just act all cool

If I could, I would

Can't eat, can't sleep, anorexic

Wish I was a different person, but I'm stuck with me

I keep being destructive and lie in therapy

I can't really decide if I wanna get better or not

Whatever's gonna get your attention

Dark obsession of ribs I count

New perfection ideal in mind

I'm so desperate to be your kind

Where's your empathy?

If I could, I would

Think I wouldn't be over you

If I could, I would

My broken heart is relentless

If I could, I would

Think I wouldn't just act all cool

If I could, I would

Can't eat, can't sleep, anorexic