[Intro: Abbey Glover]
I’m floating between happy
And I’m floating between sad
It’s weird because I can’t decide
What I really am
I had a lover lost that
Like most things I obtain
Now I’m an insomniac
With a messy damaged brain
And it’s frustrating
[Chorus: ILYSH]
Everybody leaves me (eh)
I'm alone and I think about her
In the pain, in my brain, like a demon (eh)
I'm lost
Looks like I'm a ghost
Frozen, cold
No tears, I'm broken
I won't show them
[Bridge 1: Abbey Glover]
Can’t anybody just stay
Anybody just stay
And make me feel
[Verse 1: ILYSH]
I'm falling in the deep
Higher than a starship
I can't stand it
Really girl, I don't understand it
When the city lights
What a silly lie
I'm dying
My worst nightmare is my story
I'm drowning in my folly
[Chorus: ILYSH]
Everybody leaves me (eh)
I'm alone and I think about her
In the pain, in my brain, like a demon (eh)
I'm lost
Looks like I'm a ghost
Frozen, cold
No tears, I'm broken
I won't show them
[Bridge 2: Abbey Glover]
Can't just anybody stay
Anybody stay
And make me feel
[Verse 2: ILYSH]
My blood on the floor
White light behind the door
Can't talk about my weakness
Can't wash away my sins
Trash tatt' all over my skin
In a grave, ILYSH
Empty, that's the way I feel
You so pretty when I leave