1st Verse
Does the honesty in my music leave me too exposed
Did I leave my self respect behind when i hit the road
Did I leave a good girl at home or do they see my image and leave me alone
Is it cause I'm known that they tie up my phone or maybe they just want back stage in my show
Did I just meet the girl of my dreams and it sucks we won't work out cause she's 23
And she's living at home while I'm stuck on the road
Its a gift and a curse, which one of them I don't know
Never been doing so good but felt so bad
I'll never forget the day I had to pack my bags
It's sucks cause its my first time leaving home
Even worse I'm doing it all on my own
Cause everyday I wonder if it's meant for me
Well if is meant to be i guess its meant to be
It may seem like everything is great
But I don't even know how I got this way in the first place

Hook
I'm stuck in a fucked up dream
But I have you next to me
Make me remember why I breathe
Remind me that everyone bleeds
And I don't know what I need
But I have you next to me
I live for the nights like these (x2)
2nd Verse
I used to think everyday was a blessing but everyday I feel I stray away from my own message
Cause it feels like everything's going wrong whether people playing my songs or even singing along
I kinda feel like a part of me went missing when people started to listen and giving me this attention
When I dropped an album my mother happened to lose her house so all the good thats in my head started fading out
I know you gotta have the lows to get the highs but its hard to cope with everything you bottle inside
Cause honestly my own pride caught me red handed and I won't lie I took everybody for granted
But I'm glad what I know now what I didn't then
Keep your friends close and it will be straight in the end
Long roads long days long nights ahead
I'm just happy I got everyone to hold my head

Hook
I'm stuck in a fucked up dream
But I have you next to me
Make me remember why I breathe
Remind me that everyone bleeds
I don't know what I need
But I have you next to me
I live for the nights like these (x2)

Outro
I don't know whats happening to me
Whats happening to me, oh no (x4)