[Verse 1]
I'm afraid of dying
I'm scared of fentanyl
But give me two beers
On any Friday night
And I'll risk it all
To afraid to open up
Let her see who I am
'Cause if I was an honest man
I'd tell her run away
As quick as she can

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm like my father
The one I'll never meet
And it's not my fault
'Cause we don't decide
Who we grow up to be

[Chorus]
On Fridays I'm fucked up
Monday say I'm going clean
Still doing these drugs
That keep killing all my friends
Like it can't happen to me
[Verse 3]
Mom's been married four times
Maybe that's why I'm no good at love
Tried it before
But they always leavе
Just as quick as they come
Hope Christina's happy
Shе got married, had kids
And Bridget I still hate
One day I won't feel that way
'Cause time it lets you forgive

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm like my father
When it gets hard I run
And it's all my fault
'Cause I don't deal with trauma
'Til the damage is done

[Chorus]
On Fridays I'm fucked up
Monday say I'm going clean
Still doing these drugs
That keep killing all my friends
Like it can't happen to me
But I won't let it happen to me
[Outro]
I don't know my father
Still pay for his sins
Never been a perfect man
But I'll be damned
If I end up like him
I don't know my father
I'll be a good one someday
Through all my mistakes
I'm still the boy
The boy Charlotte raised