[Intro]
Now I can't go back (now I can’t go back)
'Member those days, not a damn thing changed, fell apart like that
Feel like Cobain, now I'm back in the fray and my heart’s all black
Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit
Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack

[Verse 1]
Won't make it on my own, wonder why?
Swept up and watched it go (Watched it go)
I don't wanna die goin' out like this
Still wastin' my life over moments I missed
But I can't stand by if I wanna exist
I'm so done (I’m so done)
’Cause all this pressure's still hard to take
And it makes no difference from worlds away
But I guess that’s just my price to pay for feelin' numb

[Pre-Chorus]
Got hooked on the dopaminе
Finally climbed back out, took a toll on me
Haven't been thе same since it got ahold of me
Now I- (Now I-)

[Chorus]
Now I can't go back
Fell apart like that
Now I can’t go back
Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit
Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack

[Verse 2]
I really had it, oh me, oh my, how tragic (How tragic)
On me cause I got bad habits (Bad habits)
So bleak, no sound, just static (Just static)
So tell me to my face how it's easy
When everyone I know wants to leave me
And my past self wouldn't want to be me
Cut the lights off, I'm still bleedin', believe me
Sufferin' comes in cycles and I always want more
I'm losin' hope in my survival lay face down on the floor
(Down on the floor)

[Bridge]
What's the use?
'Cause I can't relax
Nothing new

[Chorus]
Now I can't go back
Fell apart like that
Now I can't go back

Found peace and then I lost it, fading away, no sleep in the moshpit
Stuck in the grave too deep, couldn't stop this heart attack