I’m trying not to think, too, much
Yeah I’m trying not to think, too, much
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control


And I’m lost
In a type of sea
Of my thoughts
And I’d like to leave
But I’m caught
In a vice that bleeds
And it likes to seize
And bite at me
I go off
With the slightest provocation
Seems that I’m changing
Don’t got the patience
To awaken or take in consideration
I’m a storm of my own cause
Got to pacin’ my cloud around this room
Only I surround this gloom
And I hold the power that consumes
My mind, a tower or a tomb
Brain’s like some kind of box
I wanna leave or sleep, but I forgot
How to control, get a hold
From these binding locks
Let out the doldrums
My soul has been crying stop

Trying not to think, too, much
Yeah I’m trying not to think, too, much
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control


Try to put the pieces back, it seems
That I lack adhesive, have to see
If there’s a way to treat what’s happening
Or if I’m trapped, need to flee and pack my things
Try to crawl …
From beneath the weight that’s crushing
Used to have reserves
Can’t take from nothing
Can’t fake the loving
Can’t handle this
Only a man, here I stand
Feeling answerless
And I’m searching just to find
The sense of person that was mine
Get away from the hurt
And just rewind
But I lack the words and lack the time
Stuck here, with no means to fix it
Wanna risk, but I trip, and it seems I’m slippin
Seems I’m driftin into troubled thoughts
And now my dreams evicted and I struggle, lost

Trying not to think, too, much
Yeah I’m trying not to think, too, much
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control


I admit that I’m anxious
Caught in my mind
And the thoughts and designs
Aren’t often too kind
But I can’t seem to shake it
Can’t draw on the blinds
So I’m stuck feeling vacant
I guess I’ve mistaken
My brain for a safe space
No place, no ways, and no escape
So I just take
Cuz it’s too hard to fight
I’m feeling lethargic
It’s darker than night
Can’t deal with the hardship
It’s starting to strike
At every type of motivation
Every open gate
Is closing, to me
See, I’ve awoken, pacing
But not going places
I’m just slow and wasting
My day, with this sickness
That I poke and chase it
And my poker face is
Just wearing thin
Cuz I’ve been wearing it
For too long
Try to fight but it’s apparent
That it’s too strong
Move on
So I pack and smoke a bowl
Try to grasp and hold control
Fall back in bed
And hope to lull
Try to wrestle the thoughts
But I slowly fold
The emotions cold
I’m losing my sense of touch
And my sight starts to go
As the eyelids shut
Is it time to trust?
Hear the voice in my head
Say my time is up
Don’t know if I’ll adjust

Trying not to think, too, much
Yeah I’m trying not to think, too, much
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control
Cuz when I drift then I slip and I lose control