[Verse 1]
I'm in my head again
I swear this time I didn't do it to myself again
(to myself again)
Never been this low
I've been locked up in my bedroom five days in a row
(five days in a row)
Honestly I wish I was feeling better
Someone tell me I won't stay like this forever
I take one step forward and two steps back
It makes me really tired
But it's just how I'm wired
'Cause every time I'm hurt I give it to the pain
It feels too much like home these days I know this sounds insane
Whеn another peoples laughing I gеt low-key mad
'Cause I get kinda jealous I'm the only one that's sad
I swear that it got working on myself
I'll be right back
Be right back
Be right back
I'll be right back
Be right back
Honestly I wish I was feeling better
Someone tell me I won't stay like this forever
I know I shouldn't sleep 'till 3pm but these days I'm chronically tired
But that's just how I'm wired
Long way to go
I've tried to accept but somethings I just can't control
Though I wanna tell my mom
'Cause it makes her worry and [?] some pills which makes me numb
I'm on some pills and it makes me numb
'Cause every time I'm hurt I give it to the pain
It feels too much like home these days I know this sounds insane
When another peoples laughing I get low-key mad
'Cause I get kinda jealous I'm the only one that's sad
I swear that it got working on myself
I'll be right back
[Outro]
I'll be right back to
Happy [?]
I'll be right back to
I'll be [?]
I'll be right back to
Happy [?]