[intro: XXXTENTACION]
So i just wanted to say
I appreciate and love all of you
And i believe in you all
Do not let your depression-----
I feel attached to you guys as if you were my own family
Even, i don't know half of you even tho i can't really be
Everything that you have ---
Everything that i had problems with
I'm just tryna take care of my family
Take care of my mom,take care of my eoen
Save my grandma and people i love just like everyone else

[Hook]
Shorty wanna show off
Grab the gun, put it to my head
Make it go off
Can't live this life no mo’
Can't live this life no mo’
I'm going down this empty road
I feel nothing in my soul
I'm just lonely and I'm just cold (and I'm just cold)

[Verse]
I don't wanna be alive
Mama caught me with a kitchen knife
I was bleeding and crying on the flo’
Voices talking to me cause i'm in the zone
They tellin me to take my life
I mean yes i been thru the pain and strife
Tryna sleep but i see strange things at night
When’s the last time you ever loved yourself? (love yourself)
To be honest never ever, take the drugs to kill the pain
Think that i'm all better
Count up the racks,count up the chedda
Make the money,give it to ones that need it
Not the ones who greed it
On the inside im slowly dying, therapist told me think positive
Listen up i’m tryin’
Tryna my best
Demons keep fighting
Keep takin’ me down (down)
Ain't makin no frowns (frown)
I made it up, now my mama is proud
Ayy fuck 12
Free my pops out the dog pound
Yeah
Free him out the dog pound

[hook]
Shorty wanna show off
Grab the gun, put it to my head
Make it go off
Can't live this life no mo’
Can't live this life no mo’
I'm going down this empty road
I feel nothing in my soul
I'm just lonely and I'm just cold (and I'm just cold)