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If I’m Honest
[Intro]
I woke up today
With my feet on the ground
Been waiting for it for a while
Murphy bed's slow return
Gonna do some things today
Gonna let my mood dictate
Oh wait, no it's all changing
Oh wait, now it's okay
One, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Let's make last-minute plans
It's a lot harder to cancel them
Haven't thought about that thing you said
Just a little about that thing I did
Nobody really cares
Is it weird that this is the only way?
I can get through all of these bouts of
What the hell did I say?

[Chorus]
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here
But maybe I'll be okay
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here
But maybе I'll be okay more days in a year
[Verse 3]
I'vе been doing the work
Think I'm getting better now
I'm screaming things out loud
Is this what it feels like?
Gonna trust something I cannot see
Gonna trust it to keep on keeping me
Away from the worst of things
So I can be something

[Chorus]
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here
But maybe I'll be okay
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here
But maybe I'll be okay
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here
But maybe I'll be okay
If I'm honest
I'm not sure I'll ever be all here

[Outro]
But maybe I'll be okay more days in a year