With my hands in my pockets
Standing like a little sister
Know you like me a little better when I beg
When we both pretend
That what you're giving's what I'm after
I just love to chase the difference
And you get off on your affect

I needed to feel small to someone
And masochism's just more fun
When you like to deny me In the moment
When being below you
Was just where you wanted me

I don't wanna gеt it this way
I don't wanna wake up again like this
Punch drunk, filling up on whatevеr it is you decide to give
I’m not as careless as I say I am
To you when I want you badly
When I'm so sick of my lonely
But too proud to ask you to love me

With my hands on my mouth I'm sitting down in the shower
Had to pop my jaw to fit you in
And it doesn't matter
How I feel about it now
When I guess that's what I wanted then
I needed to feel close to someone
And the best you could do
Was close enough for me In the moment
When being below you
Was just where I thought that I should be

I don’t wanna get it this way
I don’t wanna wake up again like this
Punch drunk, filling up on whatever it is you decide to give
I'm not as careless as I say I am
To you when I want you badly
When I'm so sick of my lonely
But too proud

Oh, I'm just too proud
I'll tell you now
You never pulled one over on me
I know how I played it
How I used you to punish me
You took the bait
I'm not my place in your hierarchy