[Chorus: LIL DUSTY G]
I'm leaving home again
I've seen the road ahead
I'm used to, nothing can hold me up
Before I hold myself
And when you're closing in
I tend to keep holding on thin
I can't decide if I want this
But I can't stop if I wanted

[Verse 1: YungNickyBeamer]
I'm leaving home
Just wanna be able to switch my phones
I can't make decisions 'til I take another dose
Hate the way I'm living, but she want to keep me close
I walk this road on my own (My own)
Don't talk, just keep my eyes closed
If I never make it back home (Back home)
If I lose myself and go ghost (Go ghost)
Bury my past with my bones
Hеll inside my blood, I'm in Heaven
Somеtimes I just look at the wreckage
Too fucked up, I lost my intensions
Tell me what's the cost, what's the damage?

[Bridge: YungNickyBeamer]
Well, still I'm chiming in
My head is closing in
When will my heart stop? 'Cause I can never stop this
I'll pop these pills 'til I drop dead
[Chorus: LIL DUSTY G]
I'm leaving home again
I've seen the road ahead
I'm used to, nothing can hold me up
Before I hold myself
And when you're closing in
I tend to keep holding on thin
I can't decide if I want this
But I can't stop if I wanted

[Verse 2: YungNickyBeamer]
Half of my emotions dead
I just popped the Addy, I've been on my shit again
Think I'm losing it, patience running thin
I got nothing to give, push me closer to the edge
Put the gun up to my head
Jumping off the bridge, bring me closer to the ledge
I've been on the bench, I've been on [?]
I cannot forget after everything I've been through
Seen the road ahead, I don't like the place it led to
Hit the plug at ten
Say I [want?] gone to, I'll be off these meds
Can't do that shit again, but I'ma do that shit again
And I know just how it goes, I'ma do it 'til I'm dead

[Chorus: LIL DUSTY G]
I'm leaving home again
I've seen the road again
I'm used to, nothing can hold me up
Before I hold myself
And when you're closing in
I tend to keep holding on thin
I can't decide if I want this
But I can't stop if I wanted
I'm leaving home again
I've seen the road again
I'm used to, nothing can hold me up
Before I hold myself
And when you're closing in
I tend to keep holding on thin
I can't decide if I want this
But I can't stop if I wanted
[Outro: LIL DUSTY G]
(Don't get too close, just stay away)
(I try to live through everyday)