Survive
[Hook: Constantine]
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
[Verse 1: Zohsky]
But at late at night when I just wanna cry
And the tears won't come and I'm asking God why
How can there be better days
And when will they come my way
I'm on my knees and I begin to pray
But does He hear what I have to say
Should I go or should I stay
When I know that there's no other way
To be young and want to play
Instead I am grown with bills to pay
I could not wait to be an adult
Didn't go to college 'cause I didn't want a loan
Didn't date girls and now I'm alone
Didn't save up and now I'm just broke
Never made the team, the game was never free
I had a dream, but it was taken from me
I hear what you're saying but I don't know what you mean
What do any of these things have to do with me
My friends of facebook ignore me in the streets
Five miles from work twenty below freezing
All these cars are passing, and no one stops for me
So how can I be a king when I'm a slave in this economy
[Hook: Constantine]
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
[Verse 2: Zohsky]
You will become one with God if you dive right in and seek it
Some would say I'm scared of death but I'm the one that reaps it
You probably never heard of me but you should really listen
I'm free in my mind, frozen in time one sixty at the weigh in
I'm on the card, I'm trained in bard to blow your brains with music
Gonna destroy your mind from the inside you never saw it comin'
I live a life on the other side as an astral projection
'Cause suicide: To live or die's my newest drug addiction
Visions of the other side's what gives my inspiration
I applied a lesson learned in life about his crucifixion
Even though it's difficult to make a permanent decision
I hope to die one day so I can live in the Kingdom of Heaven
[Hook: Constantine]
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
[Verse 1: Zohsky]
But at late at night when I just wanna cry
And the tears won't come and I'm asking God why
How can there be better days
And when will they come my way
I'm on my knees and I begin to pray
But does He hear what I have to say
Should I go or should I stay
When I know that there's no other way
To be young and want to play
Instead I am grown with bills to pay
I could not wait to be an adult
Didn't go to college 'cause I didn't want a loan
Didn't date girls and now I'm alone
Didn't save up and now I'm just broke
Never made the team, the game was never free
I had a dream, but it was taken from me
I hear what you're saying but I don't know what you mean
What do any of these things have to do with me
My friends of facebook ignore me in the streets
Five miles from work twenty below freezing
All these cars are passing, and no one stops for me
So how can I be a king when I'm a slave in this economy
[Hook: Constantine]
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
[Verse 2: Zohsky]
You will become one with God if you dive right in and seek it
Some would say I'm scared of death but I'm the one that reaps it
You probably never heard of me but you should really listen
I'm free in my mind, frozen in time one sixty at the weigh in
I'm on the card, I'm trained in bard to blow your brains with music
Gonna destroy your mind from the inside you never saw it comin'
I live a life on the other side as an astral projection
'Cause suicide: To live or die's my newest drug addiction
Visions of the other side's what gives my inspiration
I applied a lesson learned in life about his crucifixion
Even though it's difficult to make a permanent decision
I hope to die one day so I can live in the Kingdom of Heaven
[Hook: Constantine]
All of this heart ache I'm feeling, I swear it's so hard not to cry
Sometimes I'm too weak for this living, I promised my mama I'd try
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
It feel like I'm living a lie, I know that I'm living a lie
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die
Made it so hard to survive, They made it so hard to survive
I gave up all to this shit, For all of my dreams just to die