[Verse 1]
I've been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind

[Chorus]
But I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down

[Verse 2]
I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things
Gettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
I've been chasing everything that makes mе feel cold
Practicing self-love is something I don't rеally know
So I suppose
I cannot live like this no more
Filling a lifetime with remorse
I'm closing up the void
[Chorus]
But I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down

[Bridge]
Been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
If I could make it go quiet inside
Get some rest for my weary eyes
Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy
Grant myself serenity
But if I don't leave it all behind

[Chorus]
But I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down
Yeah, I've had
My deepest cries for now
My heart's out
My guard's down