Verse 1
We're just friends but I wish it was more
Could never tell her my feelings but I struggle to ignore them
So I've been waiting for that knock on the door
We barely talking at school and we hardly text anymore
But I keep on dreaming of a future with you here by my side
And I've been going through these feelings since we're back in year nine
I'm flashing in time, I'm crashing inside, I'm lacking my pride
There's two month left of school I need to say something, I can't find the answers
I don't know what to say
What if I tell her all my feelings and she doesn't relate
What if she says that we're just friends and all my love goes to waste
What if I cannot hide the tears that start to rush down my face
Get stuck in the ways of the old me that would just want to date
Just wanna date
Get stuck in the ways of the old me that would just want to date
Just want to date
Ugh
What if I tell you I ain't ever felt like this before
And if I tell you I've felt love but this is something more
I've made bad choices in the past but this I know I'm sure
I know inside my core down to my heart it's you that I adore
My hands are sore but I keep writing on this paper page
Everyday I pray for love to come and find my way
Cause I know one day if I make it all I'll see is fake
And I just wanna find my chance and take it with someone who ain't
Someone who ain't
(chorus) (love)
Cause you say we're just friends and when I need you the most
You act like I'm a ghost then you leave me low
When they ask me how we do, I say we grew apart
I don't tell them how you broke my heart
How you teared me apart
(Verse 2)
I wish that she would know the way I'm feeling
I can't
Give or show or hope when everyone is stealing
I planned
Me and you would grow up old and gain success
Because I know you try your best
Wish I could go with you but yet
It's life and we'll all take our different paths
And I know we'll all have our different tasks
I just hope you get to listen and
Here my words no I'm not perfect
Nors my past
But know it's worth it
Share your hand
Because I'm certain
We can stand up as a pair better then alone
And you know I would rather share then eat on my own
And when I tell you that I care, I mean don't let go
I mean hold me close
And never leave me all alone
Cause I know when I stand up live while I'm doing a show
I'll be thinking of you right here standing by me close
I wish you were here beside me just to watch me grow
Tears inside my eyes and all these tears make me more low
I just know
If I make it, I'll still dream of you
Yeah so what if I'm famous I'll still lean for you
Know you're listening right now if you feel it too
Then please reveal it to me cause honestly I think I'd need some proof
I scream the roof off
When I'm in the booth
I wish you knew
Even if it's hard to do
Value these words I write just to get to you
I'll help you through the hard times
Every day to prove
(chorus) (love)
Cause you say we're just friends and when I need you the most
You act like I'm a ghost then you leave me low
When they ask me how we do, I say we grew apart
I don't tell them how you broke my heart
How you teared me apart