(Sebadoh)

It's so hard
To fall in love
Knowing what I know
Seeing all the things I've seen

Maybe I should crawl away for awhile
Maybe I shouldn't smile so much
Who is the one with the killing secret?
The stupid little boy with the killing touch

I've counted the times
You've looked away
Thinking over and over
Every word we had to say

Now I know what want is
Another chance to reach too high
Nothing will last forever and ever
Now im just NEXT in a long, long line