[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
What do I do? I don't even know, I don't have a home, I got nowhere to go
I been holdin' it in, I don't know how to cope
With the pain that's within every ounce of my bones
Don't look up to me, I am the epitome
Of all the reasons everyone got rid of me
Don't say you care cause I know you just pity me
God if you're there, tell me why you did this to me
I'm a loser, I know I'm a mess, only at this computer, know how to confess
All the things I can never get off of my chest
Lifе is a game, I just wanna reset
Pushing away any еntity tryna be friends with me
See everyone as an enemy, tired of fighting though, I wanna stop
At this point I don't know if I can turn it off
I'll never be who I wanted to when I was wanting you
All I could dream of was holding you
I couldn't change all the hoe in you, I was just boring you
How did I ever see love in you?
Never was there when I needed it, pain you were feeding it
My heart was yours, you were beating it
I feel like X, you were eating it, I kept repeating it
Knife in my back, imma leave it in
[Outro]
God, I don't know where I went wrong in life but I need to figure it out
But I can't figure it out, I just been losing myself, all I been doing well
Tryna call God, think I'm going to Hell, but I don't want to
No, I don't wanna, I just succumb to all the weight I'm under
I'm not an angel, baby, I'm a monster
From another angle, I'm a motherfucker
That's just how this thing go, I'm just on the river
Might let this pain go, I might pull the trigger