[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse 1]
I might swing fist at all of this, I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it, I wanna make you feel just how I get
When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine
Love is a drug and I'm fiending, I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded
The fuck is this shit? I'm not amazing, so fucking pissed, it's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain until I find the words that can take it away
I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend, I'm nothing special, I'm not 011
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go whеn I get stressing
I'm on a road headеd to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

[Bridge]
Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell, I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off, I'm on the edge, think imma walk off
[Verse 2]
I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount
Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see who I'm affecting, so I appreciate when I get messaged
I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music, I don't what I would do if I lose it
This ain't a song, this an attempt to show myself that I can get a grip
If I really try, because sometimes I feel like life ain't worth the time

[Outro]
Thoughts in my mind that I don't like
I feel like I'm running out of time, I can't take another night