[unknxwn.]
Hatred is stated
My mind state, sedated
This life is a Matrix, don't know if I'll make it
I see the truth, now all I see is black
Wish I didn't come here cause I can't go back
I can't love you, too many emotions I lack
Bottled up, I'm an reckless, emotional shack
They won't care till I'm dead and I know that's a fact
Sad, find a beat, write some words
That's a rap

Why do my feelings not fucking exist?
Except for the few that make me break my fist
Breaking my door that I'm too poor to fix
Being the reason my mother is pissed
Not really caring about any school
I'm out all the time looking like a damn fool
I know where I'm wrong but
I'm too fucking sick to care
About all the effects of this shit

I'm what I hate, I am my toxin
Keep taking serve that won't help out my coffin
Only will help to put me in a coffin
But wait, I'm too broke
I might as well burn
I'm going to hell anyways what I've learned
God doesn't love me and he never did
I stopped tryna meet when he did what he did
Took away something from me
That meant a whole different life
Complete opposite
A whole nother story that wasn't so shit
I sound like I'm crying and I can't control it
Cause all of my music is my true emotion
When I say I wanna be dead, I do
When I set a gun against my head, it was true
But I didn't pull it, I guess I'm a fraud

I'm sorry for all of the pain that I've caused
I'm sorry I'm sad and I'm sorry I'm lost
I'm sorry my words always come with a cost
I'm sorry for being the way that I am
Spending my last couple of dollars on grams
When I wake up it just starts all again

I put myself in this maze that I'm in