[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

[Verse]
If I fall will you catch me? Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly, I would drop it all for you, you won't let me
I'm so fucked, I can't hold on, no love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better
Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that but it ain't my problem
All of yours, I can't solve 'em, numbers in my phone I don't call 'еm
All of my emotions, I wall 'em, if it break
Imma snap, I don't rеally give a fuck
Gave her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time that I opened up or tried
I'd cut out my eyes just to never see the light, I can't hide inside forever
I'm not Ken, I'M FUCKING DETMER
[Chorus]
I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless
I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless