​i don’t wanna die like this.

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Self medicate everyday to get through the week
No matter what you say, you won't get through to me
This shit I'm going through ain't nothing new to me
I make mistakes, you ain't a weapon, I took damage brutally
I can barely find drive just to do shit
I barely got the strength to fight or to get through shit
I'm always afraid of doing new shit
Hands around my neck, I need a rope so I can noose it
I don't even wanna die
That's the honest truth, I ain't even gonna lie
I just want to fight peace with a piece of me
That won't let me live lifе peacefully