Godlow on the track

[Pre-Chorus: jstnprks]
Got me sick to my stomach, I feel like throwing up
I'm not [?] but I'm pretty good at screwing up
I always stay at home 'cause I don't like to socialize
It's just like 2019 'cause I'm feeling paralyzed

[Chorus: jstnprks]
Sometimes that's the way it goes
And the rain turns into snow
I just need to slow down
I'm not okay and I'm not alright
But it's all good, just give it time
Maybe the truth is the second lie
And I got thirteen reasons why
And I got thirteen reasons why
And I got thirteen reasons why

[Verse: Cavasoul]
Sometimes that's just the way it goes
Not everything is perfect
Even thorns grow from a rose
Finding beauty in destruction
Keep me on my toes
Now my body feeling cold
I didn't preparе for the snow
'Cause I'm a bloody mess
I'm so dеpressed
She pounding on my chest
I can't believe I did it once again
My stomach holds the gratitude for falling
I don't wipe them don't deserve to second guess
I'll just add it to the list of things I'm blaming on my head
Always feel like garbage only blame it on myself
Expectations for a masochist that never wanted help
[?] never open for the damage that was dealt
I got thirteen reasons why despair is all I ever felt

I don't wanna feel like my time in here is wasted
Stranded on this planet slowly drowning in the faces
I got way more than thirteen reasons why I'm faded
If there is an afterlife don't know if I will make it

[Pre-Chorus: jstnprks]
Got me sick to my stomach, I feel like throwing up
I'm not [?] but I'm pretty good at screwing up
I always stay at home 'cause I don't like to socialize
It's just like 2019 'cause I'm feeling paralyzed

[Chorus: jstnprks]
Sometimes that's the way it goes
And the rain turns into snow
I just need to slow down
I'm not okay and I'm not alright
But it's all good, just give it time
Maybe the truth is the second lie
And I got thirteen reasons why
And I got thirteen reasons why
And I got thirteen reasons why