[Chorus]
For the first time in a long time
I miss you for the first time in a long time
I don't really mind telling you

[Verse 1]
I got a question, is it worth being reckless
Just so you can wreck it, so you can see the naked
Pictures on your phone, just so you won’t feel alone
'Cause nobody else is home so nobody has to know
All I wanna know is, do you really want this
Life that you are flaunting, masquerading rawness
Blam, blam, you killed them, now they're dead
Blam, blam, you killed them, now what’s next?

[Chorus]
For the first time in a long time
I miss you for the first time in a long time
I don't really mind telling you

[Verse 2]
My mind knows the truth, my heart holds the wreckage
Of previous yous that never made the checklist
I'm sorry that my guesses were wrong about your lessons
That you had learned, impressed in my failures as a blessed
Child of the message that I went and tested
All those things, invested in following your dreams
Blam, blam, I killed them, now they're dead
Blam, blam, I killed them, now what's next?
Now what's next?
[Chorus]
For the first time in a long time
I miss you for the first time in a long time
I don't really mind telling you

[Verse 3]
Call me amateur but I still want my mommy
Hope I make you proud even though I say the wrong things
Sorry that my temper gets in the way of loving
Each and every being, especially my family
I hope all of you see that my heart is beating
Even though I'm treating you unlike how I should be
Blam, blam, I killed them, now you’re dead
Blam, blam, I killed them, now you’re dead

[Break]
Yeah
Na-na-na-na

[Bridge]
For the first time in a long time
For the first time in a long time
For the first time in a long time
I miss you girl, I miss you girl
For the first time in a long time
I'm not scared of telling you anymore
I said, first time is the worst time
But I’m holding back my tears this time
I said, first time in a long time
I miss you, I miss you
I miss you, I miss you
[Outro]
For the first time in a long time
I miss you for the first time in a long time
For the first time in a long time