MEMORY

[Intro]

(Yondo Music)



[Verse]

Apologies, I know, I'm not producing my own shit

But look, the time I had is over now and it wasn't quite well-spent

You see I know you know that I've been told time and time again

That depression isn't cured, it will stay until the end

I didn't learn then and I still don't know now

Why my mind is leading off to places that cannot be found

It's like a voice is sending me to pick up a certain call

That will make me leave forever and I won't return at all

Well I'm off to start a story

Filled with bravery and heart

Yes my life is surely boring

And I'm ripping it apart

It is useless, oh the pain

No, I cannot numb the pain

But I will not die in vain

Or so I've told myself today

What did I make you say

That made you think of me

As a drooling crying bear

With sunken eyes and yellow teeth

I'm a beast, where is my beauty

Turning grim like RWBY

I just need me a cutie

To come show me what's my duty

Feeling woozy, tasting fruity

But this ain't a Sprite Cran

Pour up in a Sprite Can

I'm a Jackass like Bam

BB$ one and done, think I won, here I come

Got a gun, pick it up, lay it down, say wassup

My house is full of pain and my room is full of dust

I can't see my blood, but I'll kill for my lust

My knife full of rust, massacre this whole bus

Take this 30 out and bust, my only feeling is disgust

Get the fuck out of my head but keep it in mind

I'm more two-faced then Harvey Dent online

You're all I see when I step outside

And why stick around, all I do is tell lies

We don't see eye to eye

I don't wanna say goodbye

If my feelings keep on killing

I won't be worldwide

On this Astro ride

Not in Astroworld

But if I can't go high

Then I'll stay down low

Need a raven to my crow, can you show me where to go

I'm afraid I won't be Kendrick and I'll turn out Lil Boat

Maybe that's not bad, but look at where I am

God took a look at me "Sheesh! God damn!"

A stupid obese kid with no talent and no wrists

My whole life I been lying put me on that naughty list

I know I push my friends away, I'm staying distant

But why keep on talking when nobody listens



[Outro]

(FLOWER BOY - a conversation)

(Yondo Music)