[Chorus x4: Meg and Dia]
Monster
How should i feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window

[Verse 1: Allenym]
Eyes follow me wherever i go, i feel psycho
Always wondering if they know that i know
If they do they don't care, glued they just stare
Talk they don't dare, the quiet i must bare
Left in tears for as long as i have left in my years
Overhearing the whispers not meant for my ears
I brush it off, i know i shouldn't let it effect me
But it does, everyday feeling more and more empty
Its tempting, to just end it right here
Resenting, all that i fear
And as i lie here i can't help but think
Why would god wanna make sure i felt the brink
What did i do? did i do something wrong?
I'm praying god please, don't make me suffer long
I know i don't belong, take me out of this system
Seems i'm the only one that makes me out as the victim
I try to face the problem, but i'm to scared
I always feel self conscious every time you stare
How come, every time i look you turn away
Or talk about me like i ain't hearing what you say
And i can't figure out what it is you want from me
You'll just never understand what all this does to me
Looking through the window i only see a reflection
But it won't look, eyes in another direction
How should i feel? when i can't even look me in the eyes
You try to hide, but i know how you think of me inside
And how can it be lies, if its how everyone sees me?
Believe me, i don't need this, i'm leaving
[Chorus x5 fading: Meg and Dia]
Monster
How should i feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window