Intro
It’s like fading away
Move on even tho I want to stay

Chorus
I just got on your bad side
You know I don’t have feelings inside
I love you and I swear that I tried
I really love you but really not tonight
Tonight will be the last time
And I know I need to go
And I will show
That I don’t really care
Girl life isn’t fair
I was bleeding on the floor but you weren’t there

Verse 1
I said I would change, I cannot change
Talk of synchronicities, I can't explain
I thought it was fine, maybe it’s pain
Toxic insecurities, I can’t escape
Now I’m writing out checks for mistakes I've made
And I’m messaging you back way too late
Do you wonder what pain keeps me awake
I take all that I can take
When there's combat inside
Can we go inside?
I’m drawn into something that I can’t describe
The slightest of blame, cuts like knives
Try to re-position where priorities lie
I committed no crime under crimson skies
And a radiant bath keeps me alive
Emotional ends meet me again
It's a Saturn return, I won’t survive

Verse 2
Codeine and bad dreams
I just wanna ride in the backseat
I’m so strung out, but I can’t sleep
This is not love, it’s atrophy (Catastrophy)
Yeah, I took a pill, why you askin' me? (Askin’ me)
I just wanna die in the backseat (I just wanna die)
Always think of you when I can’t sleep
Worlds away from everything

Hook
Codeine and bad dreams
I just wanna ride in the backseat
Always think of you when I can’t sleep
Worlds away from everything

Chorus
I just got on your bad side (Bad side)
You know I don’t have feelings inside (Inside)
I love you and I swear that I tried (I tried)
I really love you but really not tonight (Tonight)
Tonight will be the last time
And I know I need to go
And I will show
That I don’t really care
Girl life isn’t fair
I was bleeding on the floor but you weren’t there

Outro
It’s like fading away
Move on even tho I want to stay

Why does everything turn into catastrophe