I look calm on the outside
But i got this devil in me that's waiting to come outside
Finally we be getting what i deserve it's about time
Always on my job i never have down time
If you mess with my family, you messing with me
While you bother to face me I'm letting it breathe
Everyone in my way coming second to me
Every loss in my life is a lesson to me
The broker the hater the madder they are
Look at my whip and how mad they all are
Looking at my chick cause she drippin to ya'll
This openening act are just seconds to her
I rather be me than be you
If I was in you shoes I would hate on me to
Try way too hard just to be cool
Y'all stand down homie, y'all don't see you
I sit back and i wonder if I were to die
Who would care who will cry say your prayer for my life I've been stressing, depressing waking up with the sweats got regrets I can fish it I did as a kid
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't barely breath
Neither priests for my peace
Ain't no peace in the streets
They all want me to cease
All you do on the toilets is talk shits in your tweets
And suddenly you're vomiting
Waking up nauseous
It got me exhausted
Approach me with caution
You're stuck in the box
Like you live in the coffifn
Man fuck this world and I'm lost it
Others misfortune for money and fame
All these rappers are selling theyself for a chain
I do this for my name, I do this with my fam
Going hard till I die or i'm shot where i stand
I do this for the people that know what it's like
To feel right when you wrong
If you're wrong when you right
Every night it's fight for my life
In the lifestyle inside
I don't care about Instagram likes
You too worried by followers
You should focusing on something impor tant like getting your dollars or demons will swallow you
Feeling so violent
I'm feeling so bottled up yeah