You been stuck up
I’ve been fucked up
Living like the tea in the kettle, you got me locked up

You keep your chest tight
I won’t fight it, i’m
Looking for some comfort in hidin’ or i might die tonight

You’re so conceited
You got your reasons
Ocd and trauma, i know, girl
How hard you’re dealing

I’m just uptight
Barely breathing
I feel it in my stomach
I’m drowning, it’s hard to deal with

All my life i’ve been looking for a girl so right
I can’t believe i had you by my side
And now i just wanna die

I can’t sleep when i’m with you ’cause
You’re still fuckin’ cheating in my head
And i promise that when i leave tonight
It’ll be the last time
Fucked up, babe
You got me drowning in this bottle
I lied when i said i wasn’t feeling hollow

I smile when you call me up
Just to ask ’bout my day
I wish i didn’t have to push you away

All the colors of us starting to fade
All our memories are turning to gray
Swear i would stay if i could
I gotta leave before i love you

You got me drowning in this bottle
I wish i wasn’t feeling hollow
I wish i didn’t have to push you away
But it’s gonna have to stay that way

All my life i’ve been looking for a girl so right
I can’t believe i had you by my side
And now i just wanna die

I can’t sleep when i’m with you ’cause
You’re still fuckin’ cheating in my head
And i promise that when i leave tonight
It’ll be the last time