Life's going good now
Everything works out as it should now
Money coming in, make 'em say wow

So why can't I feel like I should?
When I should be good
And I should be good now
Lying a lot, faking it all
'Cause they think I'm good now
Faking a smile like I always have
But it should be real now
But it won't
So why can't I feel like I should?
When I should be good
And I should be good now
Lying a lot, faking it all
'Cause they think I'm good now
Faking a smile like I always have
But it should be real now
But it won't

Everything's so complicated
From getting up to getting faded
Sometimes I thank god for getting out of bed
And I'm still stuck with voices in my head
Running out of life but I feel fine
I could tell a lie just to get out
They keep on telling me a I live a dream life

So why can't I feel like I should?
When I should be good
And I should be good now
Lying a lot, faking it all
'Cause they think I'm good now
Faking a smile like I always have
But it should be real now
But it won't
So why can't I feel like I should?
When I should be good
And I should be good now
Lying a lot, faking it all
'Cause they think I'm good now
Faking a smile like I always have
But it should be real now
But it won't
So why can't I feel like I should?
When I should be good
And I should be good now
Lying a lot, faking it all
'Cause they think I'm good now
Faking a smile like I always have
But it should be real now
But it won't