Guilt Trip
Fraction Of Time
Transfixed on a fraction of time
My zen veiled but demystified
You’d trade suffering to watch him fade away
Should I feel such hatred?
I’ve prayed you die beyond a thousand times
But now I pray that you live it forever
The more I fantasise
The more I feel confined
Then the more I hate and the more I bleed
I’ve bled
All I see is red
I think I’ve waited for long enough
To watch your facade fall down
Everything that I feel inside of me
Built all that I am
I’ve prayеd you die beyond a thousand times
Now I pray that you’ll livе forever
Everything I love decays to dust
Built all that I am
Maybe my forgiveness would sink you deeper than I ever can
Now your accretion of suffering
Is the only thing that you have left
It won’t be long until the weight of your conscience
Crushes through your chest
In your eyes are your notions vivid?
My reminiscence will dissolve with time
I couldn’t take his blood on your hands
But I could live with yours on mine
The more I fantasise
The more I feel confined
Then the more I hate and the more I bleed
I’ve bled
All I see is red
I think I’ve waited for long enough
Everything that I feel inside of me
Built all that I am
I’ve prayed you die beyond a thousand times
I pray that you’ll live forever
Everything I love decays to dust
Built all that I am
Maybe my forgiveness would sink you deeper than I ever can
Now your accretion of suffering
Is the only thing that you have left
It won’t be long until the weight of your conscience crushes through your chest