I got a lot to say but also, nothing at the same time

You know I just wanna be side you
But you’re treating me like I’m a b side
You’re not taking my calls Ima write you
I don’t want all of my friends to be right

You said there was too many what ifs
They said when they wrote me off for prom
Did you think you’d be kissing on my lips
And putting my face in your palms

Your nails were painted so nicely
Purple accent with the ivory
I was down you said it’s unlikely
I was wrong for thinking so highly

Been trying to do it concisely
But I just been playing this nightly
Touching your hair so lightly
Grasping onto my fingers so tightly

Did it myself again (I hope you think I'm worth it)
Fucked up my life again (to the bottom)

Did it myself again (I hope you think I'm worth it)
Fucked up my life again (to the bottom)
Did it myself again (I hope you think I'm worth it)
Fucked up my life again (to the bottom)

Did it myself again (I hope you think I'm worth it)
Fucked up my life again (to the bottom)

I hope you know I'm not the enemy
I hope you know I'm not the enemy
I hope you know that you're my therapy
You're my therapy