[Chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I'm lying here
And my heart won't stop racing
I'm lying here
And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs
I don't wanna recall the dumb things
I don't wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[Verse 1]
I could not tell how good I had it
How lucky I was to be the captain and I
Lost it all by the landslide pulling all the
Wrong strings to the landmine and now all of my
Greatest moments are tinged with sadness
All accomplishments are damaged
I am nothing more than a man that's made mistakes
Nothing more than a part to be replaced

How long till you hate me?
I really wanna know how long it's gonna take
'Cause at the end of it all
Evеryone would rather have mе uninvolved
Yeah, I don't wanna be here so bad
So badly, oh
[Pre-Chorus]
Ooo [choir]
Ooo-ooh
I don’t wanna be here so bad
So badly, oh

[Chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I'm lying here
And my heart won't stop racing
I'm lying here
And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs
I don't wanna recall the dumb things
I don't wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[Verse 3]
Is that really so hard?
Don't wanna see your face no more
(Don't wanna cause no pain no more, ooh)
And why am I so silent?
And why do I keep trying?
And when can I just fall asleep?

I'm a nuisance to the people that I love
I'm in my head and I'm not enough
I wanna shine like a star that's dying
Wanna be someone you see is trying
I wanna be on a billboard in Times Square
I wanna pay my bills and donate the rest
I wanna be happy again
But most of all
[Chorus]
I wanna go to sleep
But instead I'm lying here
And my heart won't stop racing
I'm lying here
And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs
I don't wanna recall the dumb things
I don't wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep

[Chorus 2]
But instead I'm lying here
And my heart won't stop racing
I'm lying here
And I don't wanna debate the what-ifs
I don't wanna recall the dumb things
I don't wanna cry
I wanna go to sleep