I'm loving my life as a blond
Cause I don't wanna go back and admit I was wrong
It took me a very long time to understand
That the deck of cards were always in my hand

Should've focused and played all the right moves
Now I'm in a trance and I don't have a fucking clue
Feeling very disconnected from earth
Doing shit to myself knowing that it hurts

Feeling lost in a world where I question my worth
But one day they'll notice, they'll stare
Cause who knows who I'll become when I change my hair