[Verse 1]
Spent the last year with my thoughts
Doing yoga and a detox
Drinking green tea and
I stopped watching TV
I thought that I was doing better
My demons were waiting for the
Right chance to come right back
Lost my friends, killed my plants, oh well
Nothing ever lasts forever
[Pre-Chorus]
My dominos in a row
Watch me knock 'em over
Only one way I can go
At the top of the roller-coaster
[Chorus]
When things are at their best
I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of mе thinks that's what I deserve
So, I bеcome my worst, my worst, my worst, (yeah, eh, yeah)
I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[Verse 2]
When I'm stressed out, I get busy
Forget to eat, get real skinny
Then I worry that I'm wasting
Half my twenties being worried
[Pre-Chorus]
Building up my house of cards
Watch me knock it over
It's like I wanna fall apart
At the top of the roller-coaster
[Chorus]
When things are at their best
I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve
So, I become my worst, my worst, my worst, (yeah, eh, yeah)
I become my worst, my worst, my worst
[Bridge]
Cross my fingers, hope to die
Swear that It will be different this time
[Chorus]
When things are at their best
I become my worst
You can't break my heart if I break it first
I wonder when it's good, how bad it's gonna hurt
'Cause some part of me thinks that's what I deserve
So, I become my worst, my worst, my worst, (yeah, eh, yeah)
I become my worst, my worst, my worst
I become my worst, my worst, my worst