Lately I just ain't myself
My conscious told me not to and I disobeyed myself
Prolly cuz I hate myself

And we were really thuggin
4 in the morning Christmas morning we was hustling
We was on the block bundled up with them bundles
House around the corner get heated by the oven
Wanna go in but the money ain't been comin
My brothers wake up he gon need to eat something
Lord why you put this on me if you love me
All it make me hate myself

Had a 3 way with Quana
That was all I got that year
I still got hеr panties somewherе
Her man got shot that year and I swore to her
If I knew who did I would tell her but I didn’t
I ain't giving up my brody
Bitches run-in round they got bodies in my city
Even my lil chick been shot boi you pussy
Pissin for my partners cuz all ofem dirty
PO call im nervous
(oh we were really trippin)
They say they gon hold me down how I know
I dont tell my brother that I love him cuz I dont
Ain't seen him in 15 years and I hope
That when I see him that Im ready with my pole
Money in the bread bag all underground
I had *** dig it up he claim he dont know me now
& I heard *** want smoke tellem blow
If you my brother just avenge me when I fall
Late at nite is when I hate myself
Ol E gone now he coulda use my help
I carried that weight myself
When im weak you say I ain't myself
Aye & but we were really thuggin
My blood got a disease in it can't get rid of
My ex put a hex on me I can't get rid of
My sister set me up out here blood dont mean nothin
Blood dont mean nothin
My bitch take the bag out her coochie then we fuckin
My people got HIV from shooting something
I hung over the bridge on saginaw w the pump and
Tear drop something
We dont ride until I look in the eyes of everyone of em
Boi I love black he knows I risk my lil life for em
If dog woulda blew my head back that day I still dont take it back I ain't dyin in the spital
And im happy Cobie came home
And I pray that Budder calm down
Boi im really on one
And I talked to J on the phone we walked 10 of his 15 down
He said stay your ass outside
I melt in my god kids eyes
I know god sees me through her
I see murder with mine
All I feel is pain in my heart and my mind so fuck it we riding
I got Glocks I got 30s
Lately I just ain't myself
My conscious told me not to and I
Disobeyed myself
Prolly cuz I hate myself
We were really thuggin
My blood got a disease in it can't get rid of
My ex put a hex on me I can't get rid of
My sister set me up out here blood dont mean nothin