[Intro]
Dog
[Verse 1]
Remember one time, dog, this fiend owed the boss
Put peanut butter on her pussy, let his pits lick it off
Back when I was living on Flanders
Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer
Remember at the park, seen a n***a at the payphone
Got rocked in his dome, Mama picked me up and ran home
Was like fucking seven years old
When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove
Damn near burned his top lip off, so my mind ticked off
Desensitized to a lot of things, mind would drift off
Wish it was what I seen on TV
I snapped out of that, unc' beating on my auntie
Gunshots outside was sorta like fireworks
We know they ain't fireworks—it's December 21st
Cold winter with a kerosene heater
On the couch, so cold, can't take off your sneakers
[Hook]
And it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen, n***a, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen, n***a, it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen
[Verse 2]
I feel like a prisoner of war
Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb
Probably need a shrink, can't get a wink
So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep
Close my eyes, look up, fiend said, "One for eight"
Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face
Reached in my pocket, served him, nervous as a surgeon
Can't believe where I'm at, 'posed be writing verses
Heard a knock at the door, 'nother fiend wanted four
Gave him what he came for, told him, "Go to the store
Let me get a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola"
Gave his ass another stone, now, guess what? It's over
He ain't coming back
Before I could look back, I heard the wood on the door crack
And they yelling, "Police!"
With this work up in my jeans, man, this a bad dream
[Hook]
And it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen, n***a it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen, n***a it's torture
Look in my mind and see the horrors
All the shit that I've seen