[Verse 1]
Where do your dreams live?
Mine are still in Kingsville
Granny died up on that hill
She ain't get to see me make my first mil'
Or tell her daughter how I actually feel
I did a roach mad recently after a show
Out in Florida, we never done that before
Drove past the place I used to live at when I was four
When your heart gets to goin', you know how nostalgia goes
Writing emails to my dad when I was five
Hopped on AIM, hoping he hopped online
Is he finally finna tell me 'bout his other family this time?
And if not, we laugh it off like, "Oh, it's fine"
That's what my mama used to tell me all the time
What you mean I got a sister and she nine?
Who lying? What's lying?
N***a, stop crying, in my bedroom with my thoughts
I be flying like, "Damn, when I grow up, I'ma be so fucking famous"
Ain't no way you can keep hiding me, n***a
This magic, I'm off being Simpson
Superstar, this magic, magic, magic
[Interlude]
So I'm tryna write about, like
My dad had, like
One foot in, one foot out type shit
And I thought it was cool when I younger I was like
Oh, I ain't like them other n***as
I like them other n***as, my life different
My daddy love me, that's how I felt
My daddy love me, that's how I felt
[Verse 2]
Was-was-was-was running 'round with thugs
Always had a crush on them
Washing [?] money, some was burning on my skin
Girlfriend at the time had a crush on a n***a
With some skin darker than mine
And his dick bigger than mine
Kevin, do you fuck n***as? (Kevin, do you fuck n***as?)
I say all dick taste the same, little bitch (Fuck n***a)
Get the fuck up off my dick, little bitch (Fuck n***a)
Came from the mud, ended up (Rich n***a, ayy)
Got my n***as on my back, [?]
Hold me back, I'm finna spaz
Dedicated to my dad
Every problem that he had, I inherited with pride
See me shine, see me glide, see me ride, see me-
All this pain it makes me smile (All this pain it makes me smile)
All this pain it makes me smile, been in this movie since I was a child
It's like the Texas "8 Mile" with a little "Brokeback"
When the metric slowed down, who was there to keep track?
My 1999 memories with you was like Will and Carlton
Blockbuster and Tarzan
Man, you left before my story even started
So I turned into Beverly (Who?)
Hollywood's darling
[Outro]
So I
I had to- had to do what I had to (I mean, is that really accusatory? Like-)
I left Texas, I left Georgia
Went to California with all my n***as (Kevin, do you fuck n***as?)
I said, "Look, if I'ma do it, I'ma do it big, real big"
Show my daddy what it is (Kevin, do you fuck n***as?)
Make him show his bitch (Bravo, bra-vo)
That's what it is (I mean, is that really accusatory? Like-)
You gon' have to- You gon' have to tell your whole goddamn family about me, n***a! (I'm not being articulate)
That's how it felt (Kevin, do you fuck n***as?)
That's how it felt (Ke-Ke-Kevin, do you fuck n***as?)
Ayy y'all, y'all still gotta ask me silly-ass questions like (Do you fuck n***as?)
Kevin!
Do you?