[miraie]
I could never hate u
Doesnt matter what u do
I know that u hate me
Usually i hate me too
Tired of complaining
But idk what else to do
Tired of explaining
Every wrong move i choose

Feels like ive lost every reason
Nobody else to believe in
Think ive got too many secrets
So i keep sleeping and dreaming
That once for a change i could feel something else
And it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
I could keep moving forwards and look for some help
But id rathеr exist with just u and myself <3

So bby tell mе what hits harder den my words
I'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
I still can't find it so i can't tell u my worth
So bby would tell me would u feel the same..
If u were hurt
Like wud it work?
Wud u find me useful?
Or wud i b like dirt?
And maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
Bang my head n the wall
And u won't tell me i lost it
Pls jus tell me i lost it