...Bizarre...

"Well, my first intentions were to rape her. But, uh, when I started to, um... When I grabbed hold of her, the sexual motives, uh, just disappeared. I just flipped right out and started strangling her and I potted her head against the stairs a number of times."
"How old was she?"
"She was ten."
"Was it, was it something you wanted to do to a child?"
"No, it was, uh… to have sex was the original motives. I was trying to find someone older, but she was there at the time."