[Intro]
Lil Tjay
Oh, oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh
Oh-oh, oh-oh

[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

[Verse 1]
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many n***as die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted
I gave n***as trust, real love, and they crossed it
Tried to keep you around, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it
Mad that you can't be me, I be drippin' different sauces
Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses
Losses, losses
All these goddamn losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

[Verse 2]
Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way
I still be reminiscing moments from my dog days
That's why I stay away from n***as and they slug ways
I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me
Lotta n***as in they Birkin, they be salty
N***as heavy on my body, get 'em off me
New ice, see it's shinin', it's flossy
'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costly
Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (Make it out)
N***as don't know what I went through (No, no)
Self-taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('Mentals)
I ain't tryna be resentful (No)
I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to
'Cause everybody so judgmental
If you want it, run and get it, fuck a gentle (Oh)
Let the hunger deep inside represent you
[Chorus]
Can't change, I remember what I've been through (Oh, oh)
So when I spit, no need for pencils
Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (Oh, oh)
Done seen some shit I can't get into
I'm just tryna be somebody influential
A lot of souls I could vent to
My success is not something coincidental
And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental

[Outro]
I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it
Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit"
Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it
I done see too many n***as die, so I'm precautious
Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks really get me nauseous
That's just what this comes with, playin' with them bosses
Could've caught a hammer charge the other day, I tossed it
Worry 'bout my freedom every day, got me exhausted
Losses
Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses