[Verse 1]
First things first
I ain't even at my worst
Spilling whiskey on my shirt
Please, in my place, someone put
Open up the curtains shut
Let the light in, watch it cut
Through my life into my blood
I want something, I'm not done
I want something, I'm not done
You won't even need to know
Close the door and watch me go
I can make it on my own
Hate from here to Ohio
I'm not waiting for a break
Working harder with no faith
Me and you are not the same
Me and you are not the same

[Verse 2]
Picture this
Me in a better light
You know I feel the best at night
Can't imagine much change
Other than paying and saving
For me, praying is wasting time
You know it's too late for me
To turn back or change my mind
Who am I kidding? Head is spinning
I'm skidding back off the road
Thought it was over, I'm getting older
And further than closer, lose my hope
And find me dead on arrival, I'll spiral
Why am I telling you this?
Guess I'm getting help from it