[Verse 1]
I'm not close to the edge
But somethings keeping me in bed
Can you turn this shit up louder
Than the voices in my head?
If I made something less depressing
Shit, then I guess this is it
I'll always be the first to feel it hurt
And the last one to admit
You could pick me out the crowd
And do it, 'cause I'd hate to be in it
I blame Hollywood and the time it took
To realize we'd out live it
I don't see the point in reading through
The lines or waiting in them
I can hear the noise you call a voice
But I'm too tired to listen

[Chorus]
Confidence is key so I just
Leave my door unlocked
I'm not afraid to walk away from something
I do that a lot
I think the reason I'm not sleeping
Isn't drinking, I don't stop
It gets late I lie awake
And can't get rid of my own thoughts
[Verse 2]
Who are you to say I need a break?
I'm on vacation
From thinking twice and feeling like
There's time for hesitation
Not on my own but feel alone
When someone asks whats missing
I'm 24 with nothing more than this
And time is ticking
Thought it'd help for someone else
To be part of the picture
But missed phone calls and alcohol
The only working mixture
Give or take I needed space
To live like I've been hidden
Its funny I'm trying to find myself
But I'm not fucking kidding

[Chorus]
Confidence is key so I just
Leave my door unlocked
I'm not afraid to walk away from something
I do that a lot
I think the reason I'm not sleeping
Isn't drinking, I don't stop
It gets late I lie awake
And can't get rid of my own thoughts