I'm still afraid and everything hurts
You're not around and the problems are worse
I feel like a kid who grew up too fast
I'm 27 and want it all back
Last year was fucked, I've seen too much
But I'm always torn when I wanna give up
My parents are proud, that's not enough
I'm on the ground and my time has been cut
So this ones for me and nobody else
This weight is nothing like I've ever felt
I'll give it my best and you'll be surprised
Like you must've missed it
Did I even try, that person is me
It's hard to believe, no one can be
Everything that you need
So I just stay here, I know my place
I think there's beauty in all of the waste
That was a piece, this is the whole
My feet are tired and burned from the coal
I'll make it through, dead or alive
But long as I'm breathing
There's nothing inside